Hi everyone im not actually a mum yet or even pregnant!I have been in and out relationships for years but nothing serious has ever come and I just want to settle down and have a baby. Being a mum has always been my dream I pictured myself at 25 married with two kids and now im 35 and single! A lot of people may judge me for this but I have been having one night stands(quite a lot) because I just want a baby , I know this isnt going about it the right way but im getting desperate now the clock is ticking for me! I just feel so alone and like I cant talk to my friends about this as they think im in the wrong just trying to get pregnant but why is it in the wrong do i not deserve a chance to be a mum?????