Its been just over a year now since I lost my little boy. I was 24 weeks pregnant and started going into labour and 8 hours later my tiny little boy was born, still born. My heart was completly broken and will forever be. I was told I could take him home for 24 hours to get some time with him but I couldnt do it and all I can think about now is what if I did, would this of been good for me to help me deal with it.
I have just recently found out I am 10 weeks pregnant with TWINS. As grateful as I am to have this miracle of carrying twins I feel guilty like I am trying to replace my precious baby boy. This should be a wonderful time for me and my partner now but all I feel is guilt, is this normal?