My Baby girl is just one month old and although now shes here and fills me with all the happiness in the world, I feel like Im mourning not being pregnant, the reality that I can no longer feel her moving around inside me is overwhelming. I guess that maybe these feelings are normal as 9 months is a long time to grow a connection with a little human and feel there heart beating inside you. I had always dreamed of being pregnant and was so excited the day I got them two pink lines and now I feel like I blinked and those 9 months over. This all started 5 days after my little girl was born and I went for a check at the hospital and the ultrasound was EMPTY! I started feeling so lost and emotional even though I know my daughter is here and safe with me. Now this is a new chapter for me and my little girl that I am so excited for, just need these crazy postpartum hormones to go! Would love to hear if anyone else went through anything similar to this.